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Subject: ][Back Again][ 9th October 2011, 10:28 am

-'] I drag in my cases to my new dorm room with Scott. It was kinda funny to be back in the same room I started at.. again!

][Leon Ryder][
'Well.. back to where I started'

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-'] I gently push the cases into the corner of the room, sitting down on the free bed, looking at Scott.

][Leon Ryder][
'I'm sorry.... Spence can kick me out anytime he wants and you can have .. do.. stuff...and that.'

Subject: Re: ][Back Again][ 9th October 2011, 9:31 pm

[Scott Hughes]
Don't be stupid.

He ruffs up Leon's hair and sits near him.

[Scott Hughes]
Your my boyfriends best mate AND your my best mates boyfriend.. try working that one out ha. If Spence has been moved to SET C then.. I'd rather have someone who I have known in here before, than someone I don't. I am a simple life kind of guy. I have everything I could ever want.. my best mate, a fucking amazing boyfriend, worldwide fame, my family.. the only thing missing .. is my soulmate.

He grins.

[Scott Hughes]
..but she is getting there.. she is getting there.. and I see your happy too.

He rubs his E necklace.

Subject: Re: ][Back Again][ 10th October 2011, 11:38 pm

-'] I look down at the necklace he was touching and hold it as he removes his hand.

][Leon Ryder][
' ...I don't want to be rubbing anything in your face [pausing] the history you two have is strong and I know if he had a choice.. then he would choose you.. over me.'

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-'] I smile at him.

][Leon Ryder][
' I just... have never felt like this before.. but it scares me sometimes.. is he just going with the flow.. he said he loved.. me back.'

Subject: Re: ][Back Again][ 11th October 2011, 9:21 pm

[Scott Hughes]
Leon buddy..

He sits closer to him.

[Scott Hughes]
It's about time we had this conversation because its only going to hang around like an elephant in the room... so if you want to have the whole me and Eli convo.. just say the word.

Subject: Re: ][Back Again][ 12th October 2011, 9:46 pm

-'] I close my eyes already scared of what Scott wanted to say. I knew it was coming when we had a chance to be together alone. I nod.

][Leon Ryder][
'You love him... don't you? '

-'] My stomach turns around.

Subject: Re: ][Back Again][ 14th October 2011, 7:35 am

[Scott Hughes]
I love him.

A smile breaks across his face thinking of Eli, then Scott ruffles his hair again.

[Scott Hughes]
...as a best friend. I will always love him, we have known each other since we were very young. The mistake him and I made was getting intimately involved and sleeping together. It was something that changed both our lives .. what happened between us .. shaped us into what we both are now... its a double edged sword. We lost so many years due to lust and the fallout that came from it.

Scott looks at Leon.

[Scott Hughes]
We didn't speak for years.. hate .. and felt betrayed.. it was a rollercoaster.. but fate or whatever you want to call it.. brought us back together again.. Leon, some people are destined to be a part of each others lives.. I feel meeting Kate was also fate.. she helped me understand and clear my mind.. put everything into perspective.. I love him like a brother and thats all he is ever going to be to me.. its all he should have been.. as I say.. one mistake is all it takes for years to be wasted and time you should have spent with people.. is lost. Leon, I have never seen Eli like this before.. he doesn't do relationships.. he doesn't wait around for anyone and he doesn't tell you he loves you.. unless he means it... if he was given a choice.. intimately.. between me and you.. right now..

Scott shakes his shoulder with a friendly smile.

[Scott Hughes]
I'd be you.. hands down.

Subject: Re: ][Back Again][ 13th November 2011, 4:04 am

-'] "I hoped so" I give Scott a smile and nod.

][Leon Ryder][
'Thank you. '

-'] I nod again at Scott, keeping eye contact, meaning the case of him saying what I needed to hear.

Subject: Re: ][Back Again][ 13th November 2011, 1:51 pm

He says slow.

[Scott Hughes]
Your welcome.

A slight pang shot through his heart, that look and thank you was the same as the one Scott gave Kate when she helped him with his confusion in the DOM3.

[Scott Hughes]
Go see him.

Scott grins and taps his knee.

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